Alone…

Those doused eyes…. Uneasy…
A miserable soul…. Thirsty for affection, care….
Those beliefs… traumatized …
Was I alone??.... Sometimes!!!

Existence … so restless…
Those moments seemed protracted …
Time, as if, was eroding away my life…
Was I alone??... Sometimes!!!

Chained, was I … in my own thoughts…
Broke … several times… n broken still more…
Reborn a thousand times... each broken dreams apiece…
Was I alone??... Sometimes!!!

Did all what others wanted me to do…
Cherished… giving more than what they expected from me…
And failed…. dearly... to understand… myself…
Was I alone??... Sometimes!!!

Wandering into unknown dark waters…
and … roads… closed and opened… kept roving…
Days and nights are my “factual” friends…
Was I alone??... Sometimes!!!

Life is too extensive… and there is a long way to go…
Tired legs are too early to have… and someone intimate… just virtual …
Hopefully, am not alone… always! I have myself… with me…
my reflection… my god… around me...
It’s just a substance of realization…

Wish… I could get through…
Alone??... Am I and am never!!!

15/2/2007