Hmmm...

There is sun...

and there are clouds...

its raining..

and sun's shining too ...

I donno whats happening..

but there is smthing...

that'll persist...

and the other

will dislodge!

but am optimistic..

and waiting...

my eyes are expecting..

rather hoping against hope....

that - the "someone" - will cm and share...

my - otherwise empty- umbrella!

....... am waiting!!.. peacefully... not quite!

Dated:23/07/2007

I remember... That evening!

It was so cool.. and calm
as breeze blushed past the grass lands...
and she sat by my side...
with grief agonizing ...

Flooded eyes... drooping relentlessly!

She tried wiping off hear tears failingly!
with her damp hands.

Words failed her...
desparate - she was!

And I laid beside her...
helplessly - failing to console...

still she sat by me.
with pain and remorse!

And I lay beside her...
cold, damp and frozen...
beneath the - so called - earth!


Dated: 20/01/2005

Dreams and Life...

Memories of life..

they rarely reach the sea...
beneath the bare swept surface dirt...
Lie dreams that turn us cold.

The best that we can do is try
To savor what is served,
love the lust of a sinking sun
and make much of precision.

Dreams that has blossomed will often shed...
But am to try....

bye bye!!!....
my dreams await me!!!

26/06/2007

Magical Words.....

I could have never imagined,
that words can be this wonderful,
- this magical…
for that’s how we met.
Just two intangible spirits
who found good mates
through the beautiful mind's eyes.

Love towards someone
is not as simple as mere yes/no.
It takes years
to refine its grace..

Neither can I expect u – soon - to love me!
Nor are my own feelings clear….
But there is some passion in between

I can feel you… !

Come to me…
with an open mind and released heart!
And wait for the time to gift the joys of life.
and perhaps .. some day.. a bit of love!!!

Be careful…
‘coz what you are holding is my heart!!!

04/072007

Its Painful... but then...

The pain will remain with me;

I’ll stand the heart… I have them all.

I am …. here itself… am not going anywhere….

My past will not depart from me!wound.. it’ll never heal.

your eyes, your

I have a treasure… in my dreams…

I’ll live with them…!!!

May be am right… in that…

you are not my dream!

Its painful… but then… I have to...

GOOD BYE!

24/06/2007

. . . Allow Me to Dream

Life is a promise,
not mere dream.
But - its dreams that foster promises.
… Allow Me to Dream!

There are dreams,
where there are emotions,
and promises of fulfillment,
. . .in the cradles of future.

There are dreams of hope,
where there are mishaps,
and promises of good luck.
. . .the blessings from Gods.

There are dreams of joy,
where there are sorrows,
and promises of prayers
. . .to do away with the obscurities.

There is a dream of love,
where there is hatred,
and a promise of spring
with blossoms of pure love.

Dreams are miracles.
They come true with time.
There is a promise in every dream.

Atleast . . . allow me to dream!

15/06/2007

My 143 Red Roses

You are my world!
none else have made me feel this empty!
Life without you… is incomplete
I miss you… dearly!
I have made a habit of thinking of you,
nights and days apart!

My heart is full… and heavy…
It can no longer keep this riddle tight!
I am falling apart…
Scared… if am actually… in love with u!

Okey… I admit…I am!
It has been long since…
I have saved these 143 red roses for U.

Tell me….
Can I gift you my life?

The verve is calling...
Its time… we move hand in hand!
One soul ... one heart!

Love you .... dear!....

Yours and only yours....

02/06/2007