We two...

At times.... I try stitching words...
amassing inspiration from the unknown self!

Rarely – between,
Words flow – on its own!

And it so happened... on a summer desk!

Weighing up the time, I needed to kill,
as I broke into an arm chair!

I was pleasantly surprised to find you beside!

Perhaps... It was just an illusion!
Day dreamer.... heheee... am called!

You were smiling – a gorgeous smile!
It was so serene – just we two!

And the wheels of time grumbled along...
harmonious...and mellow!

Just for a moment... I thought...
Perhaps its time to break the silence!

But words have an awkward habit!
They’ll spoil the moment's charm!

So I let it remain... a quixotic thought!
We are strangers... and will stay - forever!
Connected ... just by these few words...
and... those buried feelings within!

27/05/2007

Your heart is my wonderland!

In the calmness of darkness,
with closed – silent eyes,
I sit… sometimes…
as if tranquilized…

Peace… no … it’s never to be!

My thoughts disturb me…
they fly… high – wild!

And I wonder how,
every time…
they find that unique dimension!
The one that reaches your spirit!
where – as if – they belong.

Your heart is my wonderland…
The shelter of my dreams!

Addicted… am I,
in exploring u…
Like a vicious sailor
searching for the mystery
behind the wonder – that’s u!

I Know am being conquered…
Let it be!

At least am finding bliss
in conceding myself to u!

18/05/07

I... The Narcissist!

Too much into myself…
I hav been!

Tried realizing me in All living things I see…
Searched a bit for the answer to the eternal question!
Who am I???.. n why am I like this…
and answered myself… unreasonably…
I am what I am... n only I can b myself…!

Too much to myself…
I have been!

I have never succeeded in my life…
‘Coz… I have never failed…
Lucky are those who fail…
For they can taste success… sweet!

I envy… all those who know life…
All those who have “lived”!
Im unfortunate enough!
Living dead…

Too much to myself…!

16/05/2007

The Language of silence...

The language of silence,
is no mere myth!
It’s the tuning of spirits,
it’s the resonance of souls!

There are times...
when silence speaks volumes!
My love- I want u to understand…
its not just words that speak!

I’ll never tell u…
hw much I love u!
I can just hope…
that my silence conveys it to u!

For, there will b a time…
when I will not have words to spare!
Just scenic silence…
and u can still hear me!

08/05/2007

Eternal Ecstasy

She opened her eyes,
meekly calmly!

It was like... the fierce sunshine...
pressing thru the window panes...
distressed her... awake...
A new beginning!

All she could feel,
was reprieve...
from sm prior fleshy pain!

Then the world opened to her,
the souvenir of joy!...
wrapped in silky-soft-white cloth!

She broke into tears..
tears of joy!.. tears of being!
For the moment! All pains refused her...
as she took the gods gift in her arms!
gently caressed!...

Tears still rolled down her cheeks!
face lit up... with divine grace!
“mother’... she is reborn to b!
and this is eternal ecstasy!

Courtesy: Someone Special!

13/05/2007(Mothers day)

Just for “U”

Frantic, lazy, skeptical… whatever u call me,
I am… what I am…
I cannot fit in2 ur shoes…
I’ll fail… I’ll die!

I did never come to u…
for the delight of peripheral things!
I liked u deeper within…
I loved the lovliness inside of u!

I don’t regret having met u…
The “u” I love… the “u” I cherish…
Will remain with me… as a sweet dream!
My souls delight!

I tried breaking the walls between us…
Just to discover that v wer pole's apart...!
I’ll never search for u…
But, will surely miss u… dear!

Once I thought… I can’t live without u!
But nw you hav taught me hw to!
And am not a coward… I’ll not intoxicate myself.
Nor will I try forgetting u!

This… This… is my moment of joy!!.. My life!!
Can’t waste it for the silly reason … “u”!
Its.. Damn! High time to realize that…
I can’t b with u!!

10/05/2007

Rhythm of Life…

Life… as if, awe,
Wings stretch long…
Target, to touch the horizon…
It flies and flutters along…
Till its weary wings set blaze…

Life has long seasons adorn…
Spring, being the foremost as a child…
Sparkling and blooming with innocence.
“Beautiful”- its quintessence.

Then the nimbus clutters along,
Sprinkling drops of glory, like a song…
And in its melody the meadows cheer up
from their deep melancholy.

And.. The winter moon arises.
Sets the world in cold hibernation…
The Fog and dampness ... start taking over…
and snow-peaks grow their Santa-beards…

Then the beast of all seasons…
Summer, fiery and ferocious.
Life… at once sinks to gloom
And it is destined to doom…

The vicious circle takes its course…
May the world… the Earth,
sink in the flow of time…
Soul and heart never retires…
Perennial …. Perpetual….Persistent

Each time with a new base,
and a new background,
Same soul respires… new bounds en-bound…

Rhythm of life is here,
with lots of joys near…
“live” ur life… as if u r living,
Live Strong…

12/3/2004