Perhaps

Perhaps,
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;

Yet when I am alone,
I question-Just where I belong.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,

But will my search bring to me the meaning over time?
Or
perhaps,
The answer is not to find 'the' meaning,
but to give it one.

Am trying. . . Rather realizing....

A Birthday Souvenir

It has been a long time, since
I am fancying the script of my being.

There are things I'd like to say
to you my love on this amazing day:

Your affection has been like a good cocaine,
I forget the world around, & rest deep in your eyes.

So tranquil – is your presence,
You make me the happiest man in existence.

When yu sleep on my shoulder, when yu kiss my cheek
I feel so complete, so alive.

I know, its many hurdles we've had to overcome
I know, how in every walk of life, we have strode as one,

Bigger tribulations may lie ahead,
but together, we’ll make it comfortable instead.

We've endured our share of pain,
but mutually we have so much to gain.

I'll be there forever for you - my love is true.
The person beside me would surely be you.

With Lots and Lots of Pure Love,
Yours and only yours: